i saw you in my dreams
June 24th, 2008

don’t even fall for it



i’ll change it up
because honest words can do a lot of damage
but even more damage if left unsaid



many changes in this town lately
some out of sheer surprise
some, not so much

everybody’s business is everybody else’s

i can’t wait to leave this city
kalamazoo, i’m through with you



once again



it’s like that one relationship…
with pulls so strong that you actually revolt against it
and how extraordinary!



running away from this city won’t help me escape my insecurities
but it sure as hell will help me to get over them
i’ve had more fun than a fat man hovered in a pool of miller lite


just sick



in all seriousness, i’ll be 23 in just a few short months. i know exactly who i am and who my real friends and family are. that’s about all i know. i am sure that i would love to be a cosmetologist and a musician the rest of my life, but i can’t say that i won’t ever change my mind. but i CAN promise that i won’t make promises that i know i can’t keep.



i have time.”


my, how we grow.